Sunday, February 13, 2011

[The real version of the city of Shanghai] mark the fourth anniversary of my wife died

 Editor's Note: This is a very personal blog, but it still can move a lot of people, because Bowen gives us a clear description of the loss of a beautiful woman, but also the pain after losing a loved.
Love forever mmmm I love commemorate the fourth anniversary of the victims
Qingming is always left me hard to heal the pain, an instant four years later, often through the accident site lover, she encountered the scene of the disaster that moment to Jingxian in front of that moment, deeply branded on my heart a painful episodes has often shocked me, and the impact I hh, I always pondered, trying think of that moment, I love her In thinking about hh.
four years ago, is the Ching Ming Festival, is already more than a night at seven o'clock, days, especially black, is also under a light rain, the son is nervous to meet the college entrance review, love to travel to the three counties had failed to return home because the family thing, before I call to find her, from the Fanchang to Nanling, went to Wuhu County, has not found, wrapped in a disturbed mind, if there is a feeling, then it may be. finally travel together through her on the phone to contact colleagues, she slightly smiled and calmly voice told me: mood, she thought the moment a permanent remembrance of hh. Just give me answer from her about a quarter of an hour, suddenly, the door came the sound of the call messy, violent burst of panic that I knock on the door and cry, I instinctively felt: bad! love trouble! my son shouted and run with Ben, the middle of a pool of blood on the entrance road, Wang is my wife lying! son rushed him grief in the mother cried her mother hh., I hugged love, grief not their own, pushing a group of callous crowd of onlookers, desperately holding on to love Chi taxi to go to the hospital, hoping to snatch away my love life, the way I kept calling love , hoping to pull her back from death's hands, I gently stroked the head of love, and that the wounds of the forehead with a lover when the welders in the shipyard fell from the boat left the stage, and I stroked her burning welding welding spend time The little bit of burn scars of the hands, a pair of hard work of her hands, she had no response, but the pair still have bright eyes and enlarge the pupil distance, lower jaw is still flowing blood, I lift up her soft sinking body, I do not believe that this cruel reality, would be in my body, extreme grief, I go to beat the evil hand, denounced the heaven sky unfair hh.
love to be on the emergency bed hospital, doctors symbolic end of a routine rescue, and I love lying there quietly, and thus left no word, leaving us forever, never to leave her job to worry about whom day and night, never to leave her looking forward to son, always miss the old mother, she worried about being sick sister hh. a life to such an end? such a good, honest, frugal, always, think of others, concerned about others, and never consider their own the people, for we all trust, love people, so we left it? all know I love all the bad news to shocked! relatives, classmates, colleagues and friends came, the neighbors also came, they broke down in tears, sorrow, call the wife's name, a veteran volunteer from morning to night my love Wake, a mother fainted before in the spirit of love, relatives, sisters cried hh .. the funeral of the day, After several days of rain to the surprise of blue skies, blue days without a cloud, and I do not want to trouble people like her life, her soul in heaven to see all funeral, please God give us a sunny day it. long funeral vehicles keyed dirge, love the memorial can be said that one of the biggest transportation system, all major leaders here, colleagues, classmates, friends, and neighbors came, memorial service, I have lost any thinking, mind a blank, just as the ear-like bursts of sobbing Haitao, only sorrow from the heart, have such a sad hh.
died in the days of my wife, she's always in my shadow around Often in my sleep next to exhort listening to her, asked, one day at noon, me and my son in a nap, actually see both lovers in our bed crying, people passing away, is really a soul, and I the arrival of the soul of hope lover, told her of his own thoughts, talk to a lot of my heart did not tell her, then hh. love died a week month, in honor of her grief on rice paper in my long, tearful play written in ink Mourning the next Five-character poem was when my wife died after midnight, when suddenly out of the window during a thunderstorm, the lights suddenly went out at home, surrounded by darkness, a neighbor down the house lights are lit, still do not know the moment the lights go out reasons. I seem to see the wife standing in the window looking at me, tears rain hybrid one, she was reluctant to leave us, reluctant to leave our home ah!
lover is a serious, solid, hard hard work. dry line, drilling line, fine line, doing farm work in rural areas suffer not only the crops alive and competent, no one believes she is the Shanghai delegation of educated youth. shipyards years winter heat, hot welding scars take arms, suffering mental and excellent welding technology is admiration. In the cadre posts on several roles, with her efficient work pace, preferring his own hurt and critical spirit, good for three consecutive years;
love kindness, integrity, treat people with sincerity, easy to get along with people friendly, generous and love. both for the family or colleagues, neighbors or people who do not know, encountered difficulties, she always do their best to help them. To make brothers and sister to stay in Shanghai, Anhui put their own initiative, Kwong Tak rural areas. for the treatment of her sister's cancer, she rushed out of Shanghai, Chongming Island, sent his sister to be treated, due to tension in bed during the day and take care of his sister, at her asleep in the ground. Once, a very poor family of four male owner, had unfortunately roller knocked down years ago, killed his wife does not work with two children, in the office complained to her crying, comforting, she broke down in tears, had to, I will never forget her eyes red from crying, her home to home, clothes and eat out of the case to give as gifts. she loves us, live frugally, never considered himself the son and I always think that she is a great mother and wife.
past lingering smoke, twinkling of an eye four years now, at home everywhere there are still traces of her, she was sincere, kind looks, bit by bit, and always came back to my eyes. the most comfort is that I love son has become Shanghai's Public Security Police in the college has an outstanding police officer.
I love to mention a grave on the newspaper's old friend, please elegiac couplet has been modified. The Union: Chapter Ten China Xingyue sudden vanish leaving no legacy Hui Sky Soul

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