Thursday, February 17, 2011

Mood progress 08.08.01

 Today might be the most powerful home crying after a lack of understanding is not understanding why it is even more sad because the more pain I'm not tired ..
not migraine is not too hard even if there is anything further than a big uncomfortable wounds on the 38-pin ..
I know you are serious and angry pamper and care behind only the manner of expression so ..
you said on the phone I do not want to participate but you do not want to I know that I Dad was 10 years ago on the phone who told me that no matter what happens you will see a turn around a tall figure that is your dad ..
aunt said the man, when the wound dressing is Who Loved the doctors in the surgical dressing was changed the next day when I do not hold your cold hand of blood you see is the strong silent even though they have pain to the forehead of sweat ...
never close doubt you know the strong and stubborn fight this battle is difficult but even more difficult than the Eighth Route Army Da Guizi you occasionally see the smile I was amazed even though I adore this man lying in bed but still strong stalwart ..
I remember one time I notice the phone the next day to continue the interview later, I was silent I see this is not you said to me .. do not want to come back from Xi'an, in fact, I was just thinking about tomorrow, an interview may be asked questions. .
remember once you said to me, for I am a good soon you will remember once
sunny afternoon I'm kidding you faint smile a little to be happy about that I'm sorry everyone. . You know, this word I really want to hold you cry ..
remember the time you joke that I suffered heavy losses this disease no dowry you what I find that it has With all the money people (this is my goal .. hehe ..)
I do not want to go home even if it's something I do not want to go home after all, the Earth is round the float will be back again for a long time origin do not you
fact, I know you want me around even if I take the needle will be shaking hands just could not bear I'm not happy you do not want to force me to do anything ..
I'm sorry you do not have anyone to any person is sick I know you do not want the character stronger, but you do not want to trouble others know better as long as you can see you smile even if only occasionally more than anything else we will be happy to go home ..
Today is the first time since you heard to hold back my tears too long, it is looking at even if you are sick but still stubborn to get set for the individual all around to worry about my grandfather did not understand a word but your dad was my epiphany in which individuals want to do ... I admit that sometimes you are very angry to see this, but as you say may be your own life is not perfect else wanted anything else can be perfect ... I know this is your frustration is expected ..
7 years old and from the homes and hospitals began to learn to face the home infusion needles turn of events began a little less stubborn strong forbear your child does not complete such a thing can not be found in my body so you decide to not let me know that I'm still young so small after experiencing such a thing .. life is like the shadow of your feet 10 years ago I knew nothing about a serious fracture door to see you sitting on the sofa feet thick plaster I I'm really crying .. is still ignorance in your eyes will shed tears of children or that children do not worry I can tell you I was not I grow up I need to take some things to bear .. because is you - to the parents of my life I remember the rise incumbent ..
language undergraduate essay entitled After the fracture is that you give me for my favorite ribs stew crutches stood in the kitchen to stand 2 hours because of long standing and swollen feet to the Lao Gao Lao Gao .. perhaps I was moved to have can not be described It is a human feeling great stalwart fatherly love as strong as a mountain in front of the mirror ..
I will often stand behind you and then head up and you always said you shrink to see you so thin that stand behind me all see you ... but this 20 day since I watched you lean down the shoulder of a prominent day by day .. thin cheekbones to the uncomfortable looking back can not say that dozens of needles which stitch the wound like wearing a tie in my flesh in my heart ... will not stop every time shaking hands and gently stroked the phone today ..
I cried when I left home is 10 years my mother cry an outsider and said how could I say .. I know that sentence is not the parents are so hurt but can not see the little kids have a little pain ..
sick today, I'm sorry my parents are short of breath that he says if I do not like very hard All this is really what I should do .. left 10 years I should do something for you ...
ps sometimes angry because anger will not feel bad because I know Dad .. You ..
1Aug2008

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